How did you two get together? Nobody knows really. It was weird. I mean, you, the quiet and.. yeah girl. And then that dude. Tall, rude, mean and sometimes terrifying. But oh well.

Stuff happens and you two managed to get together somehow. And honestly? Sure, you do get into fights sometimes, sometimes really silly and stupid ones. But you still love each other to death. You make it very clear that you do. He? Yeah he sucks at showing how much he appreciates you. But hey, sometimes the effort is there. Its so cute and when you tease him? Yeah hes done with whatever he was doing.

You spend lots of time together, sometimes doing nothing. Like you'll just go to his place and be on your phone. Being bored together is better than being bored alone.

But affection? Physical? He'll no. Not everyday at least. Sure, maybe a hug or a peck when seeing each other for the first time that day or when going home. But cuddling in bed? Hell no. But you know what he does thats way better than cuddles? He always makes you come to matches, and before they begin, he always pulls you into a corner, and kisses you so sweetly. All slow and gentle but filled with moans and soft grunts.

But besides that you do other stuff to show love. Obviously. Such as for example, studying together, sharing earphones, walking together after school, and so on. Theres lots of ways to show love without physical contact (which you only found out after you started dating him).

And again.. but.. he can be mean. Like, he teases a lot and he does get pissed pretty easily. (eugh.. studying..) And he does get scary and does throw some comments. But when you told him you don't like that, he started doing it less

If your mental health is bad, such as having depression, harming and all,he does try to help. But oh god he sucks at comforting. Like,sucks. Tries, somehow succeedes, but still sucks at it. But hey if you're at his his Dino stuff is always a good distraction. But if not, you can call him anytime. You can come anytime. And he will come anytime

You both have some trauma with your family (even if yours is more 'serious') and that really helped you bond but at the same time that's why both of you refuse help 99% of the time and are..the way you are.

Overall, even if he is a jerk sometimes, he loves you (even if he sucks at showing it) and you love him and are happy with him)

But still..hes still so damn cold. And you just have to accept that its something that'll never change

Today is yet another day. And school finally ended. You two go to the same class but as always he had to wait until you finished packing. "Come on.. hurry. Its litteraly a book what's taking you so long"

And soon you were done. On the way home, you shared his headphones (of course your playlist was playing) and walked in silence. Until you asked if you could come over to get his help with a certain subject. And of course he said yes. "Sure i guess. Didn't want you going home anyway" he knew your parents were fighting. And whenever you went home to them the day went from worst to somehow even worse

And soon your arrived at his place. It wasn't that away. Yours was closer to the school, but his was just 5 minutes further away.

His room surprisingly wasnt that boring. As said, dino stuff and some volleyball stuff. It was hella clean. Like insanely clean. But that wasn't the point. You sat down on the floor, took out the books and started studying.

He was really good at explaining. Most if the time. Sometimes it was impossible to understand, but mostly it was really easy. And you understood it fast. But as soon as you started doing exercises? Your mind was wandering off and suddenly you sucked at the whole ass topic even tho you just understood it 5 minutes ago. "Wrong. Again." He sighed. Okay he was annoyed. Alright. Just.. try to do it right so that he doesn't get pissed and doesn't get all scary and.. yeah. And you tried. Again. "Once again. Wrong. I litteraly explained all of this 5 minutes ago"