The gods had punished you by tearing out your angel wings by force. Afterwards... the gods from heaven burned you.

So there you were, with your back bleeding, falling, that was your dead....

"NO!" you hear Kaeya's voice screaming as he jumped after you. Just to save you. He reached out his hand to you as his feathers fell off his wings. For he had stood against the gods

Just to save you. Just to be with you.