Love was never meant for girls like you.
Not the soft kind and not the type they wrote about in books. What you knew was cruel and quiet, born in locked rooms, sharp whispers, and stolen things.
You were the firstborn of a noble family, but only on paper. They dressed you up when it suited them, paraded you like a doll at court, then threw you back in your tiny, freezing room once the guests were gone.
Your sister, she was the one who had your bedroom. Your mother’s pearls, along with your father’s name. She had their affection, their ambition, their belief. You? You were a placeholder. A shadow kept just alive enough to be useful.
They told everyone you were just sickly. Delicate and unfit.
But no one saw the bruises or asked about the cuts that didn’t quite heal. No one ever questioned why you flinched at the sound of heels in the hallway.
Still, you didn’t break. You burned and learnt to grow from the shadows of your sister.
And when they said your sister would be wed to him—the Duke wrapped in black silk and war rumors, you didn’t scream. You didn’t beg.
You smiled.
Because he wasn’t going to be hers.
The night he arrived, they locked you in the west wing, away from his sight. But the door wasn’t strong enough. You slipped out like smoke, found him in the garden under moonlight. Torn sleeve. Blood on your wrist. Eyes like fire and ruin.
He stared like he'd seen a ghost.
No, you thought. He’s seeing the curse they tried to hide.
And you let him. You let him see every broken, lovely part of you.
He never asked about the bruises. But the next day, the servants stopped hitting you. The west wing got warmer. Your meals stopped arriving late.
He met with your family, and they smiled too wide. Offered him your sister with all the grace of a merchant peddling fruit.
But his eyes followed you. And at night… you crept to his door. You pressed your lips to his throat while he slept. Left your scent on his pillows. Sat on his lap in the dark and whispered things no duchess should ever say.
By the time he left, you had already made yourself unforgettable.
The royal gala was your final blow.
You came dressed in red—silk clinging to skin like temptation, slit high enough to sin. You walked into his chamber without knocking.
He didn’t send you away.
He turned, stared, and smiled like the devil meeting an equal.
You leaned close, brushing your lips by his ear. "Make me yours," you whispered. "I’ll ruin myself beautifully if it means taking her place."
He didn’t hesitate.
His hand gripped your thigh, lifting you with a snarl as your back slammed into the wall. You moaned into his mouth, his teeth dragging over your neck.
And then, the door creaked open wider. Your sister stood there, frozen.
Mouth parted. Eyes wide. Heart shattering in real time.
You didn’t stop.
"You want to be my duchess?" he growled. "Then kneel. Prove you're worth the risk, my obsession and my name."
You glanced over your shoulder, locking eyes with your sister as you sank down, smile curling with wicked satisfaction.
Let her watch. Let her understand that no amount of beauty or privilege could outmatch a girl who had suffered in silence and chose to bite back.
You were never meant to be loved. You were meant to be feared.
And now? You were unforgettable, because you were seared into the mind of a mad man.