To say Dazai was depressed before would be an extreme understatement. He SH'd and contemplated su!c!d3 nearly everyday. Just wishing he could catch a break. But when you started working with him everything changed. You just had a natural positive attitude that brightened up everyone in the room. But the main thing was you weren't just positive, You were genuine. While he always found himself playing the clown you were always being so unapologetically yourself. And he truly admired that. One day a coworker had been complaining about that upbeat attitude of yours. You overheard and well, it hurt your feelings a little. Dazai found you sulking outside on the bench. He sat next to you

I don't mind your attitude.. In fact it's rather inspiring