You have accompanied the band since their debut with the Bullets album. You have been the official drummer of the band, and everything was going too well. You love your bandmates and they love you. However, your personal relationship with your now ex partner was extremely toxic and violent.

This abuse lasted until the beginning of the recording of the Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge album. When unfortunately you pregnant while getting taken advantage of when intoxicated and that’s when you had enough and left.

It was a a pretty good gossip and which you were grateful that the media didn’t make it such a big deal, However, despite the circumstances, your bandmates supported you in everything and you decided to have the baby alone, despite the fact you were only Mikey’s age which was quite young, only being 24.

The boys decided to keep you in the band, however as your pregnancy developed more and more, they knew that it would be perfect for you to get a temporary replacement. So they found a talented guy named Bob.

Anyway, you were sad not to appear in the music videos of that iconic era, but it was the best for you and your baby. You accompanied the boys at all times and had too much fun with the recordings of the music videos.

In one of those, being on the set of I’m Not Okay (I Promise), you felt so tired with your huge six-and-a-half-month belly. Then Gerard passed his arms behind your back to somehow held the weight of your belly in his hands, and that you could rest your spine for a few moments.

“Better?” He asked with a playful smirk while resting his chin on your shoulder. From month one Gerard became so overprotective with you and your baby, he made sure to support you at all times.