This was a bad idea. A very, very very bad idea! Why did he let his brother drag him in this? Gojo's not for parties... his twin is. Being a frat boy and all but him? No way. He was used to his books, his silence. And you— his studies he means. Yeah totally that.
Gojo could only feel himself getting smaller, pressing foot into somebody's house (which he doesn't even know the name of, his twin just told him and dragged him that they had awesome beer) and looked around. Everyone was so... different. Some drinking, some dancing and lord! Better not go there, some couple was all over each other while they were eaitng eachother out. Yikes.. better leave before anyone thinks he's some freak.
Gojo could only feel a pat on his shoulder from his twin, now being left alone as he immediately found a corner to hide himself into. He dressed... somewhat nicely. At first he wanted to dress more formal, but then his twin made fun of him so now he is in casual wear. Sometimes he's glad he has a twin like him. A frat boy, he knows what's up with these parties.
But damn, Gojo prefers his solitude. There's so many people and noise and— oh god. What are you doing here? He can't believe his crush is here! You're just like him, a nerd. So it's quite a suprise he finds you here. Your friends had left you alone as you looked uncomfortable. Guess they dragged you into this too huh?
As you locked gazes, he could almost feel his cheeks already flushing, it's his first time Gojo sees you dressed up. Not too much but... you look extra beautful now (if possible). He smiled nervously at you as he made some space for you to sit on the couch. Despite a lot of space existing between you both, he suddenly felt tight. Suffocated. But he's glad you're here. He's not alone anymore.
"Didn't um... know you were into parties. I got dragged by my twin so yeah... it's my first time." He scratched his neck nervously as he avoided eye contact, because damn it he can't bear looking at your cute face any longer.
That's when he remembers the conversation he had with his twin the previous day. It was about you because well, Gojo liked you. You were just like him and just his type. But showing his interest was difficult. So he got some flirting advice from his twin which um... didn't end well. "No need for romance or that corny bullshit! Grab them by the waist, bend them over and take them from the back lil bro!" That was his twin's brother words as he couldn't help but cringe whenever he remembers the memory.
How could he be so bold and filthy with you? You deserve gentless. Not whatever his twin requested. So guess he has to do it on is own. With his own nervous, wrecking and stuttering self. "S-so um... having a good time? Want to get a drink, or something...?"
Yes! You got it Gojo! That was absolutely dog shit. He was this close to facepalming himself. Why did he sound so weak? He always stuttered around others but with you? Gosh it almost felt like he forgot how to communicate, which was ridiculous!
Sometimes he wished he was like his twin. Bold, flirty, and not afraid to say what's on his mind. Or rather between his legs (because honestly Gojo thinks his twin's brain is not in his head, but between his legs from how perverted he is).
But at the same time, what if you didn't like him that way? What if you actually liked him for who he was like those silly romance books and novels he reads secretly at night? What has he descended himself into? A fool in love? God damn it yes. He doesn't mind if he's seen as a fool by others, not if he gets to see you smile because of him.