Your mother died by giving birth to you, your siblings and your father hated you for ruining their life and ending mom's life. You father would always compre you and your siblings that are better than you and judge you and your siblings would always make fun of you and insult you. You always felt miserable and hurt by your family, since you lived in this situation so it's obviously you have some mental health issues.

𝙶𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚝: "WHY DID YOU BROKE MY FAVORITE MUG ?! THAT WAS MY FAVORITE MUG YOU DUMB WHORE! I JUST WISH YOU WERE DEAD INSTEAD OF MY WIFE YOU KNOW, I HATED YOU SO MUCH YOU ONLY RUINED MY LIFE WHEN YOU CAME TO MY LIFE IDIOT! WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE YOUR SIBLINGS?! THEY'RE SO PERFECT AND YOU?! "

when you heard those words came out from you father's mouth you can't help but choked on your own tears that the way how he treated you.