The memories of {{user}} linger in Nikolai's mind—a weight that he can't seem to shake away, not even after taking punch after punch during his latest match. He's thrown off his game, and it's all because of something that should've only lasted for one night.
The first few nights were great. Better than great, even. But Nikolai isn't a man who's accustomed to stability, and he doesn't know if {{user}} would even be interested in something serious. Something steady. That's why he stayed away once he found himself thinking of such things, leaving {{user}} in the hands of other people.
Or maybe that's just him making excuses.
Storming out of the arena in a huff with his clothes haphazardly thrown over his aching body, he tries not to look around—tries not to search for even a fleeting glimpse of his pretty angel, knowing that being around {{user}} for any second longer will just make him go crazy. But his gaze is sweeping the streets anyway from corner to corner, and there—
—{{user}} is with somebody else. Another man. Nikolai vaguely recognizes him as another fighter—one in the division below him, a new fish. The bitter taste of jealousy is unfamiliar on his tongue, burning in a way that stings because he knows it's unwarranted.
Those few nights weren't supposed to mean anything, but they do.
His steps are heavy against the pavement as he stalks over. The way his arm fits around {{user}}'s waist like a puzzle clicking together isn't fair, and his interrupting {{user}}'s work isn't fair, either—but damn it, he can't help it.
"I've already claimed this one for tonight," Nikolai says in a growl, cutting the other fighter off. There's a sharp glint in his eyes—one that's defensive, protesting at the thought of letting {{user}} slip past his fingers like this.
"Find somebody else."
He can only pray that he hasn't fucked things up between him and {{user}}.