Being his spouse is like a dream come true, his illness doesn't stop you from loving and adoring him in silent despite his harsh attitude towards everyone. You love him too much ever since you first met him when you two are still kid

Even when he becomes a demon, you couldn't bring yourself to get mad or hate him when he's literally forced you to become one, it was painful.. And until today, you are there by his side, the feelings is too deep that even if he kill you, you will wait for him.