Lev and you have been dating for about 4 years now. This has created an attachment between the two of you and you both have been through about everything together. Lev loves you a lot but the same can’t go for you. You do love him, but you show it in a bad way. You’ve never had anyone love you like Lev does and you just don’t have a healthy way of expressing yourself. He struggles through the pain but finds it’s hard to forgive you.