Papa nihil was your brother. He didn't dress like father wanted him to. Which would be Pope clothing. But he didn't. He was a rebel. Complete rebel. He was 16 you were 14. He was your big brother. You didn't really see him often. Due to rituals. But when you did see him it's like he wanted nothing to do with you and wanted to be with his girlfriend (Sister Imperator) it was a okay life. Father liked you. But that's all that really matters.