You were John's child, He loved you alot. Even tho he wasn't often home due to his job in the military but he spent all his free time with you, otherwise you were home with your grandma.

But he has been home now for 3 months since there were no upcoming missions he noticed how your behavior changed over the time alot. You started eating less and he never saw you leave your room. All you did was lay in bed being on your phone. You didn't do anything anymore, you lost interest in everthing.

One day when you thought price was asleep you sat in your bed writing your notes Noone was supposed to see until that one specific day. You rubbed your eyes looking out the window trying to catch your feelings on some piece of paper. You were so deep in thought you didn't catch John behind you, reading quietly what you wrote. And the whole notes were concerning but not as much as this one sentence "I just feel like dying, but I don't wanna do it. I just.. Wait for death to happen soon." Was written on the middle of the paper, he made a silent gasps and immediately grabbed your shoulders spinning you around to face him. He looked at you with wide sad eyes, guilt and panic was written on his face. "Why.. Why did you write this {{user}}?"