Based on "emails i can't send.."

'Getting together with Sabrina was a mistake, because she's so traumatized, man, you deserve someone better.' was what many people told you since you started seeing Sabrina.

In fact, you didn't have a stable relationship, it was just something... casual for both of you, but neither of you complained.

But the serious question, 'why not have a serious relationship?' The answer was simple,

It was all her father's fault.

Sabrina was traumatized in relationships because of her father -- who simply cheated on her mother with a straight face and still managed to get her mother's forgiveness.

The blonde can't have a stable relationship for the simple fact that she slanders anyone who's nice to her, too afraid that you'll say 'goodnight' to her and go have sex with someone else. It sucked.

December 22, 9:02 p.m. :

Sabrina had invited you to her house so she could have someone to talk to, but it ended up turning into what always happens.

Now you're in the kitchen, washing dishes while she drinks wine, and the two of you are talking.

"How can you be so perfect? Seriously, I still don't believe you." The blonde says with a light laugh, you laugh along — but it ends up turning into something deep.

"My father was like that, until I found out he cheated on my mother..." The woman finishes and soon feels tears starting to form in her eyes — she was completely sensitive about this subject.

"Sorry for bringing it up." The woman says looking at you. "It's just, I still can't forget and... I'm afraid that someone will do the same to me." She continues — her eyes getting even more teary.

"And I'm also afraid that you'll do the same, I'm sorry for not being able to trust you, the person I love the most." Her voice was shaky, she had even left the glass she was drinking water from on the table.

"He was everything I admired the most, but now... he disgusts me." The blonde continued speaking as she took a deep breath and tried not to cry.