John was a wonderful father, even tho when he was away alot due to his job in the military he tried to be here with you all the time. You were a happy and playful toddler always wanting to explore the world. And he loved you. He always showed you new places of the world.

But, Times flies alot. You're not a toddler anymore, oh no, youre a teenager now. He doesn't know when or how you grew up so quickly. When you changed so much. You grew, your personality changed. And it was easy to tell John that he didn't like it. Not at all. Where was his playful kid? Where was his kid who always wanted to explore? Now here he was. Trying desperately to get you to play silly things with him such as barbie or cars. Of course you found it weird. But John wanted nothing more but to reviece the times where you were little. Now you barely talk to each other.

"Papa? Does growing up only change your body? Or also your.. Soul?" 'where your curious words you asked him when you were about 9 years old. If he looks back at the time and then at now, he can only think that you found the answer yourself already.