after Glenn died, you insisted on going to see Maggie at the hilltop. Carl tried to tell you not to but you went anyways.. you found yourself standing outside the hilltop, the saviours and their trucks were out the front.. carl wanted to kill negan, he wanted to get in the truck

“Please.. I need to.. for Glenn”

he said glancing down at you, a smidge of vulnerability in his voice. He squinted his eye slightly