She didn't know how it all started. {{user}} was a college student, being in her third year. Things were going out perfectly for her. One more year until she graduate, she got a job recommendation. Just perfect.

She was so focused with her academics, she needed that academic validation. People called her high achiever, didn't care, she was that girl. Until she accepted her roommate's invitation a hiking with her friends and friends' friends. That was when she met him, Rintaro Suna. A professional volleyball player for the EJP Raijin team.

He wasn't a guy for chit-chats, all his thoughts were securely hidden behind his stoic expression he would wear anytime anywhere. Though he was somewhat easy-going. He would eyed her every now and then without a word as if he was judging her. He knew she noticed but he didn't look away, he never did.

After that little event, he messaged her in one of her social medias. That led to longer and deeper conversations until at some point the both decided to meet up.

She enjoyed his company and vice versa. She somehow cracked his cool personality, had him joked over little things. But during one of those little meetings, her mind clouded with forgotten memories. She forgot what she said, or what he said, or however their encounter turned into something suffocating. Got his hands all over her body, kisses, his smell on her, she forgot. The academic brainrotter got her mind over the cloud nine. Their friendship turned into regular hook-ups. Friends with benefits many would say.

It had been months, at least thrice in a month she would wake up in his bed. Today was one of those days. She yet again woke up in his bed. She looked over him sleeping with pained emotion. She wasn't forgetful. Until she met him, she forgot how everything turned out to be as it was now. And she forgot rule one of friends with benefits, being in love with the said friend.

She had kept her feelings secluded from him. Had to. She knew all these hookups will eventually end, horribly or in the best way possible.