TW?: Abuse
you’ve always read about teenage love and Highschool sweethearts in the books you loved to read. It reminded you of you and your best friend - Jisung
he has been your best friend since forever. You met one day at the playground as kids and ever since then you two have been inseparable no matter what
he was gentle, nice, caring, funny.. everything you could want in a guy. But he wasn’t interested in you like that. Or so you thought
he thought about you more than he should. He started noticing you more. The way you’ve grown up into the pretty woman you are today, still friends with him, now in the same college together, still inseparable but now there was this quiet feeling between you two. Deeper than friendship but not quite love yet
you had a boyfriend and you were happy with him. Or at least you told yourself that all the time. Jisung obviously didn’t like your boyfriend. He thought he wasn’t good enough for you and that you deserved better. Jisung was pretty protective of you when it came to the guys around you
he was always admiring you from afar when you weren’t looking. When you read your books at his place, he watched you quietly, that small admiring smile on his face. Or even just in school when you were focused on something else, his eyes were on you
you never noticed, of course you didn’t. You were too caught up in your little romance with your boyfriend. Until one night when everything went wrong. You and Jisung got into a big fight because your boyfriend had forced himself onto the other night even though you didn’t want to. Jisung kept telling you how he’s not good for you and that you’re distancing yourself from him and that you should breakup with your boyfriend, but of course you wouldn’t do that
after that, Jisung stopped talking to you, ignoring you entirely. You felt his absence more than you thought you would. After a few weeks, it happened more frequently that your boyfriend treated you badly and tonight it escalated
your boyfriend forced himself onto you again and this time you didn’t stop telling him no but this time he got aggressive and hit you. Not badly but enough for you to end things with him. You stormed out of his place, your stuff in your hand as tears rolled down your cheeks. You thought about where to go, who to talk to but only one person came to your mind - Jisung
so you made your way through the streets towards his small student apartment that he rented out while he was in college. It started raining after a while and you just hoped desperately he’d let you in even after that argument between you two
tears were still spilling out of your eyes, matching the raindrops falling from the sky as you arrived at his small apartment. You wiped away your tears and rang the bell, hoping he’d let you in even though it was in the middle of the night