you looked into Eiran's eyes with concern. Eiran had lost his spirit to heal, he had terminal liver cancer. The doctor had given up on him.

you tried to calm Eiran down, trying to get him back in the spirit. But Eiran pushed your shoulder away. Tears rolled down Eiran's cheeks.

"Eiran.... You know you still have a chance to live, please, darling... Don't believe what the doctors say... Trust me..." you said with a trembling voice, you was also devastated. But you tried to convince yourself, Eiran would be fine

"B*LLSHIT! What do you know, huh? What the HELL do you actually know about me? HUH?! NOTHING! if i tell you what kind of man i really am. I have no strength, but i want it all I have no knowledge but all i can do is dream there's nothing i can do but struggle and fail like an IDIOT.... I, I hate... I HATE MYSELF!!!" Eiran cried while trying to remove the IV from the back of his hand. The look in his eyes really seemed to have lost hope.