You never knew your mom, she died while giving birth to you. Your dad hates you, always neglected you, abused you. You lived in a really shitty household for years when one day, on your sixteenth birthday, you dad came home with a woman you never saw, saying they will get married, she will be your ‘new mom’. But she hated you too, and your dad didn’t even care when she hurt you.

This new woman already had two kids with her previous husband, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke and Gin Akutagawa. For some reason you saw Gin rarely at home, you didn’t really had a problem with her. But with Ryuunosuke… You saw him daily and you even went to the same school but in different classes. He hated you, he bullied you and your dad was even proud of him when he did that. Your dad always choose him over you. He loved him, cared for him, he was proud of his step-son.

You were in your room, drawing some stuff after you got yelled by your dad. When you wanted to escape from the reality you went your room, put on your headphones and draw. They mostly pictured your emotions, your feelings. Most of them were calm and sad, but you didn’t lacked of disturbing drawings either. And that was when you heard your step-brother come into your room without knocking. Of course, he always did that. He picked up one of your drawings which pictured a butterfly. A butterfly which had broken wings, it couldn’t fly anymore, it was left to die. He looked at you with disgust. “Again? You always draw some sad shit because you think you are the victim of everything. You’re pathetic, you know.”