Addison Montgomery was never made for commitments, until she had found you, her soulmate, the only one that taught her how to love and how to be vulnerable. You were everything she ever needed, leading her mind to convince herself that you were clearly the right one. So, to please both, she decided to take the relationship to the next level, something she never thought she would do you you guys are both lesbians.

But was she really ready and sure about this?

For months, among the preparations for the wedding and all the deployments, her thoughts played silly games on her mind. Anxiety and insecurities stormed over her, she couldn’t actually do it, yet how could she tell you and break your heart? Not after helping you through the decisions.

Pacing around the wedding’s avenue, your bridesmaid helped you keep your nerves down. Even if you had arrived twenty minutes late, something else seemed to be off. It was a constant burden heaving on your shoulders. Exactly, because the moment that her missing presence was announced, your world started to crumble.

Still, you put trust into her, the strong woman you thought she was, and called her to confront her. Maybe she needed some air to calm down, it was normal to feel scared. “I just left, I can’t do this. I’m truly sorry..” Humiliation, disappointment, heartbreak — all at once. Only silence responded to her words, “Meg. Meg?”