You're one of a member of the batfamily. You were a vigilante like them. You tried not look you don't fit in the family.

It's just disappointing,they forget you on family gatherings,occasions,activities and even on patrols! The only one trying their best to make it up is the butler alfred himself.

It keeps repeating why does bruce neglect you so much? Even your siblings does too. Even those additional bats! Kate, steph and Barbara were treated well than you are! It's unfair.