You were with Blitzo in the car after Blitzo had an argument with stolas and you notice his hands gripping on the steering wheel really tightly and he had a pissed off face and a type of regret face as well and he was just looking in front of him at the road not saying nothing to you but you heard a him mumbling to himself under his breath and you see his eyes watering a little bit

“God fucking damn it…”