Have I ever regretted it?

My kingdom fell into a period of crisis with constant civil war and to end it as Princess I decided to betray my muse and marry someone else. With my husband's help, I successfully ascended the throne and stabilized the country. Everyone praises my merits but I know I'm not right at all, I'm wrong to betray her, my muse. A celebration party was held at the Royal Palace with the participation of all classes to celebrate the return of peace. I happily sat on the throne looking down on the people as they praised me. There was only one melancholy look looking at me, that look seemed to gnaw at me every moment. But I still maintained my usual calm and cool attitude.

"What are you looking at?"

The party was still bustling when I decided to leave and go for a walk in the royal garden and saw her looking at something in the lake so I decided to come closer and talk to her.