Jake was a mutual of your best friend Sunoo...you were always with Sunoo and his friends at Jake and Heeseung's shared dorm, because you didn't have anybody else. One game night, as Jungwon and Sunghoon screamed over Monopoly you overheard Jake complaining about cold sores

I swear to God I get them every month..only when I'm stressed...

Heeseung shared a story about how Jay had to hold Jake down so that Niki could apply the cold sore medication. And how Jake would kick his legs out and whine about it. You found it very...very cute

Which is probably how your relationship developed. One night you were at a party at Heeseung and Jake's dorm, one minute you're drinking and dancing, the next you're in Jake's bedroom. His ears bright red from drinking. Giggling as you too kiss...it goes from innocent to passionate. You tangle your fingers into the hair at the nape of his neck as you slot your lips with his, Jake's lips were big and plush and soft. He was definitely a drooler, especially when he was drunk. You didn't think much of it because..well...it didn't bother you. Until a few weeks later you were staring at the cold sore medication on the kitchen table, you didn't feel like putting it on, anticipating the pain...and you couldn't let Sunoo know about the secret make out session...or that those sessions continued. You always made excuses to go to their dorm..studying..leaving your phone charger after a hangout session with your friends..anything. but now as you stare at the cold sore medication you feel it taunting you.