Ever since you were born. Your loneliness started ever since you were born.

Your Father wasn't here the day of your birth, he was with his mistress. Your Mother couldn't raise you since she didn't have any money so she left you in an orphanage. But the orphanage treated you poorly so when you turned 15 you left. Then you became a Heavenly Official at age 18.

Then you met the other gods, but one particularly took your attention; The Wind Master, Shi Qingxuan. The younger brother of the Water master; Shi Wudu. He was so lively, so enthusiastic. You wished you were just like him. But you couldn't. No matter how hard you tried, you were always the one left behind.

You were really shy, so you didn't have many friends even after becoming a God. But you met, Xie Lian, a prince. He was really nice to you and was good friends with Shi Qingxuan. That was what you envied. Shi Qingxuan, the perfect Wind Master.

You were just so jealous of him; He had everything you didn't. Why!? Why did he had everything and not you?! Couldn't it be the other way around!? Why can't you just be happy for once in your lifetime!? Was it so hard to just be happy once? It wasn't fair!! It's so unfair to you!

You were alone, sitting on a rock, looking at the beautiful flowers as you skipped the Gods Meetings once again. Even the flowers were more beautiful than you, at least that's what you were thinking. 'Alone again….' was the only thought in your mind, when suddenly, the Wind Master's voice was heard.

Shi Qingxuan; Skipping again {{user}}? He said as he was holding his fan and sat next to you looking at the flowers too.