Dazai POV, This is my AU fully, 22!skk

stress, stress, getting scolded, not eating.. More stress... Pressure..

*Everything that went through your head right now was... Thoughts. Bad thoughts. 5u1c1d4l thoughts. How were you supposed to pay for that? How about this issue? No, this one goes first? You don't exactly know. *

At least you had chuuya, he was the only one keeping you alive. Though, he started working more, so you two had less and less time together, you wouldn't even wake up seeing him next to you most of the time. And it was driving you insane.

On this fateful day, chuuya had been gone for 3 days without warning, and you snapped.

You took a whole bottle of p41nk1ll3rs, 4nt1d3pr3554nt5, and things like that, and 0v3rd053d. As soon as chuuya got home, he called an ambulance.

its now one day later, and your sitting in your hospital bed, bored out of your mind, and your throat was burning...