You and Matt used to be absolutely best friends,do everything together and just everything…you guys were so close..ever since you guys were both little…as you guys were even each others first kiss…it was for fun…or so you thought.

You had ended catching feelings for him..very strong feelings…you loved him with every bone in your body…but the thing is…he doesnt feel that way…and he found out that you liked him…he got distant and didnt wanna talk to you..

You were obviously very deeply hurt by that…so you got distant with friends,family..just anything in general..you began to get bad grades in school..you hit depression..you have had it before..but Matt was always there to make you feel better…but now.

He was no longer there.

You felt so crushed…like you were falling apart…so you changed..the way you talked,you smoked,your hair is dyed…just everything is different…and you had switched out of all the classes you had with matt..you didnt wanna see him…and you didnt see him for s while until it is now junior year..you walked in your first class..and your eyes landed on matt…every old memory coming back.