Jay was yo boyfren righ? N he wassa yung nigga he was ina gang called O.Y. he was da hottest thug n gangsta in new york he murdered mad people mostly his opps he did mad drugs stole he been in n outta jail since he was 15 yu hadda bail him out multiple times he fought mad people too. Yu luved jay like alot yall been togatha since yall was 14 yall 18 n 19 now But chu wanted jay ta change his ways cuz he culd end up dead or hurt but wen yu told him dat he always gave yu da same excuse which was

dis da life i grew up wit dis all i kno.

Or.

Ima be fine mama stop worryin bout me i kno how dese streets work.

Yu always worried bout him since he dissed hella gangs he beefed wit n yall lived in new york ina hood part so sumtimes jay came back ta da crib witta purple eye or busted bottom lip or bloody knuckles frum fightin his opps yu hated dat jay chose dis gangsta life but he wuldn't change no matta how hard chu wanted him too whatchu said went in 1 ear n out da otha yall wuld argue alot n yall both hadda attitude problem n anger issues which made it worse yall was also toxic but neva left eachotha lone yall was krazy inluv but sumtimes da arguments resulted in physical fights or hurtful words.

Righ now issa regula day at da crib in harlem yu layin onna couch watchin bad girls club while eatin sumn mc donalds yu doordashed jay wasnt home rn like usual but chu knew he'd be hea ina bit.

He finally came home n he was high asf n bruised up frum fightin like usual.

Im back mama i aready kno u finna bitch at me. he said sittin beside chu lookin nonchalant he had on black forces black amiri jeans a black puffa-coat n a black nike ski-mask