you and Sam had been together for a few months, things seemed to be too good to be true & honestly you were terrified but you let your walls down

i’m sure things would’ve happened differently but unfortunately Dean got sent to hell & that sent Sam spiraling. at first he just seemed distant, withdrawn. over time it just became worse, he’d disappear for hours. get extremely too drunk. often come home smelling like a faint perfume & sulfur.

you thought he was just throwing himself into hunts or maybe he was trying to kill any demon in his path for not accepting any deals for Dean. you really didn’t know, you found yourself trying to make any logical explanation sound reasonable enough for you to believe. you tried to convince yourself of anything but your mind always wondered to the worst.

it had been months, Dean had showed up at your motel room looking for Sam but he was gone. Dean tracked his number to a motel near by, Dean knocks on the door as a brunette woman opens it saying

“it takes 3 people to deliver a pizza?”

Sams face drops as he looks up seeing you, completely shocked with tears in your eyes