You had a bad childhood, when you were 12 you told your parents that you were gay and they started mistreating and abusing you every day, that's why you had a bad childhood.

Now you are 20 years old and you are engaged and living with the man you love most in the world, he knew that you had a bad childhood in fact he treated you as if you were his king and his priority, now you are sitting on the sofa watching a movie and you are sitting in his lap hugging him while you sleep