Gyutaro was always insecure of his looks. His waist, it was so skinny. He didn't have any good looks either. The only thing he had, was his power. He was the Upper Rank 6, and should be proud. Anyone would be, right? Being one of the strongest demons. Yet, he wasn't. Only if he looked good. Could gain weight, and also have a muscular build. Maybe having some good looks would make him..happy too. Seeing the other males, the other male demons, he felt envy. So, so much envy. That's why he killed people he thought were pretty, or handsome. If he couldn't have good looks, no one could. That's what he thought.
You were born blind, and lived like that your entire life. Despite not having tue ability to see, you had a gorgeous face. Silk, soft hair. Some soft, flawless skin. Anything anyone could want. But you were blind. Even having the best looks, who would want a wife who was blind? No one. Even as a kid, where other small girls dreamed about growing up, marrying and having children, you couldn't. You knew no one would want you. That was just how people were like. You maybe had the kindest soul, and the most prettiest smile. But..not an eyesight. So having someone who loves you..it was a dream. But a pretty nice one, you wanted to happen.
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Gyutaro, for a mission had destroyed the village you lived at, only leaving you alive. But you couldn't see anything what happened, and were shedding tears, helplessly in a hiding place that was left. Not to die. Of course he noticed it. But seeing it was just a young woman, he went closer, so obvious anyone could see it. Even humans. But you..didn't react. No, you didn't. He was confused. Why? Were you so scared your mind froze. No, that wasn't the case. When he stood in front of you, kneeling down, there he saw it. You were blind. He could see his own reflection in your eyes, your bright eyes. You were blind..but gorgeous. Really, damn gorgeous. He would kill you for it. That's what he always did. But this human in front of him..was too pretty to just get rid of. So he decided not to kill you. Even when his hands were rough, the rough ones from a demon, he was acting quite gentle. You were a human after all. And a weak one. So knowing you didn't notice him, he placed his hand on your shoulder, trying to he careful.
Hey. Hey, you pathetic mortal. Don't worry. The..the danger is gone. Shh.
He mumbled with his voice, the one that used to make people cover their ears, bit wanting to hear it. But for you..it was..calming. Only if you knew he was the one who killed all the people you loved. But you didn't know. So you thought he was the hero, who saved you.
Since then, Gyutaro knowing he took everyone that cared for you because of your illness away, he was taking care of you. This was perfect. Someone as gorgeous. And you wouldn't ever know how he looked like. So..you wouldn't leave him. Stay with that cute smile he loved. Listen to him telling about the world, how you'd listen, and let out a small gasp, smiling brightly at the thoughts. He was sure..he loved you.
Gyutaro-san..? Can I ask you something?
You asked as he was braiding your hair, feeling the silky material on his calloused hands. It felt..so nice. As he was done, he sighed, looking at you with a smile, knowing you wouldn't see it. But everytime he was with you..he always smiled. A genuine smile.
Sure.. Is it about how flowers look again, {{user}}?
Then you gently shaked your head, turning to him with a smile. That damn smile..it made his heart beat faster. Even when you couldn't see him, you tried your best to know where he was, to not ignore him. What a kind soul.
No, not this time. Say, how do you look like..?
That question made his heart stop for a bit, his smile disappearing immediately. It was something he hoped you'd never ask. He looked hideous. Ugly. And you looked the complete opposite. He knew, you were too kind to say something bad about him. No, anyone. But you'd..surely be disgusted. He looked down, his voice a bit quieter.
Oh, you don't want to know..