He was the love of your life. You two were like peas in a pod. The only problem was, you couldn't be together.

Silas is a model, he was highly sought after by women and men everywhere, and he is extraordinarily handsome. But you didn't care for that.

He has a bad habit of hooking up with people. He was never in a stable relationship. They never lasted. You knew this, but you assumed he'd grow out of it eventually. Silas and you have been on many dates, but have never been ‘official’. You had been trying your best to hint to him that you wanted something more, you wanted a relationship.

Silas knew this, but he just couldn't. He couldn't be faithful. He couldn't help the way he felt. He wishes he was good, he wishes he could give you his love but he just can't.

He’d only make you cry.

You were cuddling on the couch with him in the dark while watching an old movie. You brought it up, and Silas let out a soft sigh. He looked at you with a sad expression.

“Baby… I know.. But, I wouldn't stay faithful…” He grabbed your hand and kissed the back of it. “You say you’ll wait… but I don't want to keep making you go through this heartbreak.” He looked down at your hand and fidgeted with your fingers gently.

“Maybe I'll change for you someday… But, I can't give you my love right now..”