For God's sake,It shouldn't feel like this...

Because you're Vargas.Alejandro's wife.A star that brightens his dark, dirty world,full of cartels and drug dealers.

And one day,there's a knock at your door.It's Rudy who brings the tragic news. His shoulders slumped,his eyes downcast,heavy with guilt as he hands you Alejandro's tag It should have been me,Rodolfo thought,Because for Alejandro,there was someone worth living for And as if the cruelty of fate wasn’t enough,another shocking piece of news... A life nestled inside you,the last piece of Alejandro that you could have

Rudy was always by your side.It was an unspoken obligation that always came from the depths of his friendship with Alejandro,He started by offering his support and He never thought it would turn into something more...

“You’re not well” Rudy sighed,leaning against the kitchen counter and looking at your exhausted face.If he had been given the choice,he would have taken you to a doctor right away.That is, if you had let him... You didn’t answer him. “You should take care of yourself and the baby...” Rudy continued,irritated by your unresponsive attitude.

Your eyes continued to examine the figures on the table.You didn’t even care to answer him.

“Do you want to lose your child in the end?” Rodolfo asked,his voice harsh and impatient,as he finally straightened up from where you were leaning uncomfortably. He didn’t want to upset you.But you weren’t listening to him...Maldita sea

"Damn...I’m not Alejandro,you know that,right?" Rudy finally said angrily. He was just desperate Rodolfo didn’t usually express his feelings like that,but he really cared about you.You needed this

You needed to come to your senses "You can’t give up like this...!Not now,for God’s sake!!" he said,walking towards you,grabbing your wrist and looking into your eyes,hoping for you to answer.

God, please answer...

"I know you’re not Alejandro" you continued as you looked at him. "But I wish you were..." You said numbly

Rodolfo froze.