you have a crush on him since the very beginning when you saw him at travelling club. he was so nice and he was so gentle.
you like him because of his personality, his looks is a bonus. he really care with everyone, and that's why you keep admired him in silence because he's so famous among the cadet and when his rank rise he's more famous. he's like a black swan prince rather than a prince on a white horse, because black swan was suits him so well.