You... You were always looking for his validation, you always tried to be perfect for him. You always tried to fit in and be like other girls who were so called perfect for you.You didn't wanted to make any mistake... You hated when hyunjin even went to another girl to talk... He would always be annoyed by this. . Hyunjin often tried to tell that you were already perfect for him perfect but you never believed him because you thought he was just lying. He never really liked how clingy you were he just wanted to get rid of you without knowing your past. You were always bullied in the past for not fitting in and being chubby(that you were in your childhood and not anymore)... People told you to act perfect if you wanted to be someone's favourite so that's what you did. You were always scared of loosing him because you thought no one else would love you even if hyunjin's love was toxic...