inspired by “call your mom” by Noah kahan

Medicate, meditate, swear your soul to Jesus, Throw a punch, fall in love, give yourself a reason. Don't wanna drive another mile wonderin' if you're breathin' So, won't you stay, won't you stay, won't you stay with me?

you always thought you weren’t ever good enough for Soda or anyone or anything really. When you started dating Soda you had finally become clean from sh. But one night you started to overthink and had a relapse. And decide to call Soda and he comes straight to your house

he comforts you and tells you that your good enough - anything he could ever want really. And starts to list reasons to stay.

“You could medicate, meditate, swear your souls to Jesus, throw a punch, fall in love - well you already did, what im trying to say is just give yourself a reason. I don’t want to have to go around wondering if you’re breathing and worrying constantly about you.”