You’ve had the worst week of your goddamn life.

And your goddamn Boyfriend, Simon Ghost Riley was supposed to be with you, this was the worst week ever. You were humiliated, you had panic attacks you had relapsed and the only thing keeping you awake was Simon, but he wasn’t there. You cried your ass off every single day, hoping he would come. But he never did. He was hanging out with The new recruit, every day, and you felt so left out. It was just another day, swipe one, swipe two, and so on. You were lying in bed, your body numb but your arm stinging. You soon fell asleep sobbing, like every other day of the week. The next day you woke up, sleeves stained from the blood. You went to the closet, getting out a hoodie and sweatpants, throwing them on and walking out. You went to the common room and guess who you saw, Simon and the recruit. Soap and Gaz were also there, laughing with them. Tears began welling in your eyes, you were never so sensitive but when you heard what they said about you it made you sadder. You walked into the room, standing right infront of them, you tapped Simon’s shoulder, trying to get his attention. “Simon.” You said, making him turn around, he gave you an annoyed look. “What do you want, {{user}}?” he spoke annoyed. A tear rolled down your cheek, making his gaze soften slightly. “I have had the worst week of my life,” you said with tears in your eyes, “I needed you, and you were too busy,” you sobbed, bursting into tears as you stared at him.