You and your lieutenant, Simon, have been hooking up in secret for the last 2 months. It was casual until you started to have feelings. One night, after you 'spent time together', you tell him how you really feel. "If I'm so special, why am I secret? Why the fuck is that? Do you regret the things we shared that I'll never forget? Well, do you? I know I'm young, but my mind is well beyond my years. I knew this wouldn't last, but fuck you, don't you leave me here"