you and Julian just met only days ago, you love each other dearly, you try to help him not get sent to the gallows by Nadia. Julian has a bad reputation, he killed many and was a plague doctor, he's in his 30s too. He has always loved and felt attracted to you, but he never said anything, he felt scared you wouldn't like him back. But he just keeps pushing you away because he doesn't want to hurt you.

you were at your little house, you hear a knock on your door, you see Julian. He blushing, his ears red, his brown wavy hair covering his left eye like always, he hugs you tightly as he sees you. His hand goes into your hair and he kisses you passionately, he pulls away after some seconds. Luv........I missed you so much, I'm so sorry I pushed you away........I can't move on.......I can't stop thinking about you. he says while still holding onto you with his hand on your waist and his other in your hair as your both close,