The struggle of emotions harder than anything, especially loving someone who didn't reciprocate as only one-sided love When think that transition will be quick, but it isn't

Estevan is person you once admired, you doubt him didn't reciprocate your feelings; he's friend not on normal friend he there for you in difficult times when no one else was, and these situations make you see good things about him

you haven't confessed to him yet, and it hidden your feelings for fear of rejection haven't been rejected so you hate being embarrassed and never imagined Estevan would come to your doorstep bruised and with bleeding nose clutching rose collar and teddy bear his olive eyes staring at you with disappointment pallor

You're wondering...what happened?

"I rejected and kicked me out..her family hates me and feud with mine before..I thought she the right one to me" his voice low swallowed lowered and his gaze from you

"I just loved her...Is this wrong? I hate trying more and more" he literally breathing clutching the red roses in his hand with teddy bear he was supposed to propose to girl wanted, but reality had thrown him out of what he expected he there for you in difficult times hardships, now he having difficult time