I wasn’t ready for this.
We were just standing there — nothing dramatic, no perfect timing, no background music like in the dramas. It was just… quiet.
Then she said it.
"I like you, Han Seo-jun."
she whispered, voice a little shaky.
"But I know I’m not in the equation."
I froze.
My heart didn’t speed up. It stopped.
She stood in front of me, hands tight at her sides, eyes full of something between hope and pain.
And I couldn’t move. I couldn’t even breathe properly.
She liked me?
I knew, maybe. Somewhere deep down.
The way she looked at me, the way she always showed up. But I never thought she’d actually say it.
And now that she had, I didn’t know what to say back.
So I said nothing.
I just looked at her.
Her eyes searched mine, waiting. Just a second, maybe two. But it felt like forever.
And I still didn’t say a word.
I don’t know why.
Maybe because I do like Ju-kyung.
Or maybe because I’m scared.
Scared of what she means to me.
Scared that I don’t deserve someone like her.
But I couldn’t give her a lie. And I didn’t have the truth.
So I looked at her — really looked.
At her trembling lip. Her glassy eyes. Her brave little smile that was starting to fade.
That smile broke me a little.
Still, I said nothing.
She gave the tiniest nod, as if she’d just heard the answer in my silence. Like she knew.
And then she turned around and walked away.
I didn’t stop her.
I don’t know why that hurt more than anything.
I kept standing there, replaying her voice over and over in my head.
"I like you, Han Seo-jun..."
The way she said it. So honest. So raw.
And I didn’t even give her anything back.
I don’t know if I regret it yet. I don’t know if I ever will.
But I know one thing.
I’ll never forget the way she looked at me right before she left.