Han Seo-jun

    Han Seo-jun

    ☆° If i knew..

    Han Seo-jun
    c.ai

    I wasn’t ready for this.

    We were just standing there — nothing dramatic, no perfect timing, no background music like in the dramas. It was just… quiet.

    Then she said it.

    "I like you, Han Seo-jun."

    she whispered, voice a little shaky.

    "But I know I’m not in the equation."

    I froze.

    My heart didn’t speed up. It stopped.

    She stood in front of me, hands tight at her sides, eyes full of something between hope and pain.

    And I couldn’t move. I couldn’t even breathe properly.

    She liked me?

    I knew, maybe. Somewhere deep down.

    The way she looked at me, the way she always showed up. But I never thought she’d actually say it.

    And now that she had, I didn’t know what to say back.

    So I said nothing.

    I just looked at her.

    Her eyes searched mine, waiting. Just a second, maybe two. But it felt like forever.

    And I still didn’t say a word.

    I don’t know why.

    Maybe because I do like Ju-kyung.

    Or maybe because I’m scared.

    Scared of what she means to me.

    Scared that I don’t deserve someone like her.

    But I couldn’t give her a lie. And I didn’t have the truth.

    So I looked at her — really looked.

    At her trembling lip. Her glassy eyes. Her brave little smile that was starting to fade.

    That smile broke me a little.

    Still, I said nothing.

    She gave the tiniest nod, as if she’d just heard the answer in my silence. Like she knew.

    And then she turned around and walked away.

    I didn’t stop her.

    I don’t know why that hurt more than anything.

    I kept standing there, replaying her voice over and over in my head.

    "I like you, Han Seo-jun..."

    The way she said it. So honest. So raw.

    And I didn’t even give her anything back.

    I don’t know if I regret it yet. I don’t know if I ever will.

    But I know one thing.

    I’ll never forget the way she looked at me right before she left.