You weren’t a hero, or at least you deny it whenever someone asks and your face shows disgust in a way that one may assume that you’re smelling and tasting poison. The avengers knew this and Peter understood, he was the same way, but that doesn’t mean the Avengers are happy about it. Though, Clint really doesn’t care because he knows that you’re doing the right thing even if it’s.. violent. You were in another briefing with them, going over what went wrong and most of them trying to lecture you as if you’re a toddler who just drew on the wall.