It was making him feel sick, it was just like Dazai found him back then, {{user}} was barely above his knee, they looked so small and vulnerable as he made them walk besides him through the halls of the PM headquarters.

It would be a lie to say that he didn’t got a bit nervous whenever they tripped over their own feet, it was pathetic to see someone as cold and mean like him feeling this way.

“Walk faster or I’mma just leave you behind”

He uttered sternly despite the soft and worried undertone on his voice, after being given green light by Mori to take care of them— he was really annoyed.

“Or feed you to the dogs outside”

It makes his chest hurt, being able to see this from the other side, a part of him wants to just follow Dazai’s path and be abusive— but this view, it reminds him of his sister, he could never do something like that, or does he?