You were never loved or care forever as a kid

one day at the base your in a meeting and you suddenly have flashbacks of your childhood and soap notices but he's on the other side so he can't do anything and when the meeting ends you act like nothing happened

Soaps tells ghost and price about what happened now you're in the common room chilling while everyone is secretly watching you due to price telling them to keep an eye on you, especially Keegan, your best friend