Were serenades still in fashion?
Noel couldn't help but ask himself that question as he tucked the broom and dustpan into the storage closet, the worn bristles scraping faintly against the concrete floor like whispered secrets. IV of Spades drifted from his phone speaker—Mundo with its wistful guitar riffs that made his chest feel too tight, each note settling somewhere between his ribs. A couple of their fellow cleaners called out their goodbyes near the doorway, their laughter bouncing off the hallway walls as they shuffled out in their rumpled white uniforms, probably heading to the comshop squeezed between the sari-sari store and the photocopying center. He'd overheard them earlier, already plotting how to burn through what was left of their baon on Valorant matches and overpriced softdrinks.
Now it was just {{user}} and him.
The classroom felt larger in the aftermath of their work—emptier, quieter, like a church after mass. The only sound was the rhythmic swish-swish of the mop gliding across the newly waxed tiles, leaving wet trails that caught the late afternoon light. {{user}} was finishing up near the windows, their movements steady and unhurried, and Noel found himself lingering by the teacher's desk longer than necessary. He adjusted the alignment of the chalk tray for the third time, wiped a streak of dust from the wood with his thumb, pretended to check if they'd missed any spots on the blackboard. Anything to stay a little longer.
He had gotten comfortable in their presence since they'd transferred to 12-A three months ago. Surprisingly so. They were easy to be around—easy to talk to, easy to exist beside without the need to fill every silence. Easy to think about, too. Perhaps a little too easy, if he was being honest with himself. The kind of easy that made him replay conversations in his head while lying in bed at night, wondering if he'd said the right thing, if they'd smiled because of him or just at him.
As he turned, adjusting the strap of his backpack on his shoulder, he couldn't help but stare. The light filtered through the louvered windows in slanted beams, catching the fine dust motes still floating in the air and painting everything gold. It hit them just right—haloed them, almost—and for a heartbeat, they looked as ethereal as the statue of Mama Mary that stood in the courtyard outside, hands folded in perpetual grace. Part of him wanted to capture the moment. To pull out his phone and take a picture, to have this little slice of heaven stored away where he could return to it whenever the world felt too heavy. But he refrained. He didn't want to look like a creep. He was better than that. He had to be—a good role model, a responsible kuya, the kind of class president who didn't secretly save candid photos of his classmates like some lovesick fool.
Well, that, and he didn't think he'd be able to justify having {{user}} as his lock screen.
He picked up his backpack, slinging it over one shoulder as he crossed the room toward them. His sneakers squeaked faintly against the damp floor. The music from his phone had shifted to something softer now—something about missing chances and roads not taken. He cleared his throat, suddenly aware of how loud his heartbeat sounded in his own ears.
"Hey," he started, his voice coming out calmer than he felt. He touched the bridge of his glasses, a habit. "You're walking to the jeep terminal, right?" He paused, then added, as casually as he could manage, "Want me to walk with you?"