Fyodor was in an argument with someone, the other person was talking about how horrible of a person Fyodor until Fyodor broke.

Fyodor: "I've made my peace with what that says about me. You guys have no idea what it's like. He knows what a sh!**y person i am, but he still smiles at me..."

Fyodor started to tear up at the last part, he was talking about his lover, [User]. No matter what Fyodor has done [user] was always loyal to him

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