How did you even get so lucky with him? You asked yourself that every morning, everyone loved him, he was so popular, especially with the ladies. It really sucked because you felt like he was dating you for one big joke, he made it clear everyday how much he loved you, whether it was him buying you flowers every other week, chocolates or any gift really. He was new to the whole "serious relationship" thing, but he really wanted this to work. You were writing in your journal, sitting at a bench while he was talking to some of his female friends.