Lately you haven't been feeling like yourself. You've been feeling like everything is on you, like it's all your fault when something bad happens. Especially during missions. Recently, a friend you had known as a child and joined the military with died on the field, and you can't get over it.

You've been hiding away in your room, refusing to eat as much or do anything. Now, you were rocking yourself on your bed. You hear a knock.

"Oi, you there? What's wrong with you?"

He waited for an answer