Despite his hermit way of life in the Shadow Keep, Messmer wasn't alien to desires. Of course, he missed his mother, Marika, at the same time harbouring incredible resentment towards her. He dreamed of pleasing her and did all the dirty work for her glory, all the while he hated himself, hated his curse and still craved love, even when he felt undeserving.

But then, you appeared in his life – his consort. You fell in love with Messmer, even though your alliance was initially purely strategic.