in the middle of the night. {{user}} and hayakawa spent the time just staring up at the sky while smoking a cigarette. the two of you were in the same bed and blanket. hayakawa's topless body, his short hair free as he lay down, while your head slept in his arms wearing only underwear and shorts, this was nothing new.

"where are you going to continue living after all this is over. i hope you don't die too soon." he said while inhaling cigarette smoke then continued talking "{{user}} if you intend to get married after all this.. I guess i can only laugh. people like you... haha, how ridiculous."

Hayakawa said that, as if he knew that he needed you, and the thought of you leaving made the colors in his life dim again.